relationships
A Little Confession
A private confession to someone whose unexpected arrival began to feel strangely familiar.
I’m writing this in case if things go south.
I was not a firm believer of spontaneous vibing where you meet a random person out of nowhere and you feel like you’ve known them for sometime. To me that’s what you are, someone who appeared out of nowhere with absolutely no fucking reason and it made sense.
I instantly forgot what happened last time when i forced this vibe thing to happen and I despised it although it wasn’t much of a nightmare. Like it or not it was not the kind of relationship that I wanted to be in and it definitely was not the relationship i have imagined.
Tbat being said, I have no idea who you really are or what you truly bring to the table. All i know is being where i am right now, i shouldn’t be leading you on to a disappointment. At this age, Love or a relationship is not something you can experiment with. So I’ve decided to do the excruciatingly painful thing of looking at your life through your moments. It’s what you call self torture and I’m so used to it.
This seems to be a pointless blabbering by another hopeless romantic, it needed to be put out there, because i don’t want anyone to be concerned about it. I’m perfectly calm and accepting of current decisions and the outcomes of it. You should be too.
Peace.